syedfaisal

May 22, 2008

Feeling alone or want to live alone…

Filed under: life, stupidity, thoughts — Tags: , , , , , — syedfaisal @ 7:20 pm

einstein feeling alone

 

I have a reputation that i don’t care much about people or i don’t want many people around me(those who know me a bit may not agree but those who know me more than a bit it’s their idea about me).

Yes! it’s a bit true but the reason is not that like some of my friends think that i have no time for people just care about the stuff i like to do (many people hate that stuff which includes senseless humor to opening my mouth every now and then on hardcore politics).

I often don’t go for parties (except very special occasions in someone’s life or something really worthwhile going),to meet my relatives etc because what i feel about my self is that i lack that ‘bit’ to live among the people ‘a lot'(but i more than regularly use emails ,sms etc to keep myself in the money with the relations 😉   ).

i do care about people but also i want to have a fair approach with them means telling or openly expressing my views on their certain actions specially if it is against some of the principles i think are really important to keep in mind while taking some decision or action or expressing openly my point of difference without thinking about the possible reaction and some times it has negative consequences on relationships between me and other people (probably i usually fail to express my view properly) and that’s why i often avoid meeting with people i know (because i don’t want to lose them) but what i like is making new friends and meeting with new people every day so as to know how different people live differently and also i have a stupid sense of bringing change around me so for that i need people to brainwash …  😀

 IN SHORT: I HAVE WASTED MY TIME AND THE TIME OF THE READER IN TELLING ABOUT FEELING ALONE OR WANT TO LIVE ALONE BECAUSE I DON’T KNOW MYSELF WHAT I WANT?   🙂

 

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9 Comments »

  1. Faisal, yes it was me ABT…

    You will going to see some good blogs from my side very soon, but for the time being its all about football.

    Comment by alibintariq — May 23, 2008 @ 11:00 am

  2. @ABT

    but still ABT “tum nai acha nahi kia!” 😉

    Comment by Faisal — May 23, 2008 @ 1:10 pm

  3. i care about people in that i dont want to hurt them and have a trust in me that hurts me and hate being around people because i dont have the same sense of humor and dont care about their feelings when i react i dream of owning a boat where i can live a free life and have room to do what i want people always try to get close to me but i just cant give them the social interaction they want and dont even try and have a addictive personality and kills me and warps me trying to fit into what people see as being normal .

    i wasted my time also but feel better.

    Comment by mentor95 — August 5, 2008 @ 11:10 am

  4. @mentor95

    so common we are 😀

    Comment by Faisal — August 5, 2008 @ 4:50 pm

  5. […] This cup of tea was served by: syedfaisal […]

    Pingback by Feeling alone or want to live alone… | Tea Break — August 13, 2008 @ 12:32 pm

  6. hi i am new here , i am everday living alone no friends nobody around me , i am everday scared in my room still i am watching horror movie , my eyes feel always tired and i am totally disturbed what i should be do , when i sleep i scared and awake , please help me , when its day time my character is totally change when its night my sense is change , what i should be do …

    Comment by salim — October 18, 2009 @ 2:20 am

  7. @Salim

    well i may be da last one to give a good advice but i can suggest u to read good books and articles, it will strengthen your mind.
    my personal favorites are physics and humor.

    Comment by faisal — October 18, 2009 @ 6:15 am

  8. same here, i hve made mny friends in my lyf but only for a fix tym …i like to talk with new people..but i cnt stick to people..i like changes ..i wnt to be alone or loneliness want me i dnt know..i keep on fighting wid my own thoughts, habits..i speak wid myself…i keep on thinkng abut lyf..i dnt know who m i…sumtym i think that i dont want to be like introvert ..i also wnt to make frnds lyk evryone else..but i cnt do……i alwyz pray for othrs dat all my past frnd, famiy membrs n evryone lives happily..but i dnt knw y i m not like othr people who hve frnds n enjyng wid thm……..i m alone vry alone coz of me.

    Comment by PANKAJ DUTT — January 18, 2011 @ 2:13 am

  9. “i keep on fighting wid my own thoughts, habits..i speak wid myself…i keep on thinkng abut lyf..i dnt know who m i…”

    shows u r an active mind 😀

    Comment by faisal — January 18, 2011 @ 3:20 am


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